In The End…

>It’s taken me a long time to make this decision but I think it was inevitable.

If you’ve been following me, you know a lot has happened in these last few months – good, bad and indifferent – but I’ve noticed one change in me, I haven’t felt the need/urge/desire to write about it.

When I started this blog it was all about writing the things I couldn’t talk about with people in my real life. It was about casual sex, the submission and kink, relationships and finally falling in love. The truth is, I still don’t talk about these things much in my real life, unless of course I am running in certain circles, but the need to be so open and splatter my experiences for the whole wide world to devour just doesn’t fit with where I am in my life anymore.

Where am I in my life? Truth is, I don’t really know. I’d like to think my life is finally falling into place in certain ways. I now have a career path that I love and I know in that respect I’m where I need to be. I have a man that I love deeply and I truly hope that we are taking the necessary steps towards making our life together.

I will continue to blog as the mood strikes me on my other piece of blogging real estate so follow me there if you’d like to read about my more vanilla interests:

I’ll keep this blog up for a little while but sooner or later, I’ll take it private.

This blog has allowed me to make contact with people I never would have met elsewhere, some of them becoming invaluable parts of my life. I am grateful for everyone who has ever spent time reading my words; for those who left comments that helped me, supported me and encouraged me. This has been such an incredible experience for me, I’m sad to see it end but I know it’s time to close this particular chapter of my life. So many stories remain unwritten – my experiences with being flogged into a blissed out state; my brief time with Daddy; my confusion about my kink and submission; the incredible sex I’m having with The Boyfriend…so many things. But I don’t want to look back any longer and moving forward, this blog, just isn’t a part of my story anymore.



7 thoughts on “In The End…

  1. >Wow. I have such mixed emotions. I'm entirely happy for you, but also a little sad because this is the main way we connected as friends, by reason about eAch others lives. I worry a bit that I'll be losing you somehow. I'm sure I'm being melodramatic. I'm sorry. Guess it's one of those days.

  2. >The same thing happened to me a few years ago. When my life with my ex ended I had a rebirth. I shut down that blog and who I was and started over. I wish you the most positive journey as you begin a new path to your life.

  3. >You know I'm both happy and sad.I'm on your new blog anyways, so I'll be checking in now and again.And now that I'm back in town, don't think I forgot about our conversation! I'll contact you soon.As for your progress – you have gone through so much since I've met you, and now with this transition into a wider spectrum of interests, it can only bring greater knowledge and with it, contentment. I guess I'm just trying to say I'm happy for you. Love and kisses darlin…

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