Lately this is something I’ve been wondering about. Not in all aspects of my life mind you, just one really.
If you’ve been a reader for anything length of time you know that relationships are not my forté. Lately I’ve begun to wonder if somehow I’m sabotaging myself.
I fall for men who for one reason or another are not available to me the way I need or want them to be. They turn out to be gay; they “adore” me but don’t want to date; they love me but don’t want to date; they take me out, we have sex but they are too busy to turn it into anything more; they live impossibly far away or better yet they are married.
There are men who are attracted to me; who look for my affections; who are available to me but I’m not interested.
So why am I always setting myself up for these impossible situations where my needs just can’t be met?